I am negative

Expect the unexpected they say
Be positive they say
But I contradict
I am negative
Yes, Negative I am
You may speculate
Why I am so?
Even if you don’t concur
It is undoubtedly true

To set your heart
And wish for something
With each globule of blood
With each intake of breath
And when the dream shatters
You are left with a bleeding heart
And tearful eye
Afraid to open your eyes
For the tears may dry
And you may see
A totally lifeless human
In front of the mirror

But if you are negative
And know that you will lose
You make up your mind
And take it easy
But still you give
Your hundred percent dedication
If you win
All is well and good
If you lose
It was supposed to be