Baffled

I can abide no more
This deafening silence..

Crushed….
Under this cruel kindness
I witness the living death
Waiting to diminish
My dying alive soul

Are these real nightmares
Or imaginary realities
Am I a mournful optimist
Or a hopeful pessimist

Contemplating these bizarre realities
I shrink into the shortened eternity

Tear Pearl

Your cloudy eyes shed
Few precious pearls
I embrace them
And fill in my heart

To remember those bitter moments
When I left you alone

To cherish those sweet moments
When I was remembered.