Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I wish not to die
Perplexed and perturbed
Pen I grab
I blow my life
And in my verses I survive
Sometimes I blabber
Some random thought
Sometimes I etch
The reflection of my heart
Sometimes I portray
A tinge of delight
Sometimes in gloom
My pen halts
However dire
It may seem
I do not wish to die
I plead not for extols
Or fallacious words
Slash apart
Assess my flaws
Don’t let me plunge
Into an unreachable horizon
As I wish not to die
But, I wish to rise
Tampering my flaws
As I wish not to die
I wish to rise
Flowering my potency
If tomorrow comes
I wish to admire
The warmth of the scarlet sun
The sweetness of the dew drops
The freshness of the early dawn
The scent of the vivid blossoms
If tomorrow comes
I wish to show my gratitude
To my parents and siblings
To my teachers and preachers
To my subordinates and bosses
To my colleagues and pals
If tomorrow comes
I wish to conclude
The undone tasks
The unsaid words
And see the unseen places
And feel unfelt emotions
If tomorrow comes
Lain at the rim of my life
As I wait for the fiend of death
I wish to understand
Death after life
Life after death
If tomorrow comes…..
Renaissance once more
Monday, March 30, 2009
Once alive
Thursday, March 26, 2009
The J(Z)ealous moon
Tear continues...
My crystal heart clouds
At your sight
I pen my sour memories
As a tear rain
You halt for an instant
Then depart
as a galloping gale
Stopping the rain
Restoring the pain
For a future shower....
At your sight
I pen my sour memories
As a tear rain
You halt for an instant
Then depart
as a galloping gale
Stopping the rain
Restoring the pain
For a future shower....
Renaissance
Friday, March 20, 2009
Ruthless Romance
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Ode of a lamenting heart
Blown away trust
Under your iron heart
It has got crushed
Sprouted desire
Lies lifeless
Without fire
My deserted shore
With ebbed sand
Can take no more
My darkened sky
Sans the betraying moon
At night it cries
Take my present
Return my past
Drain my sorrows
Before I exhaust
Heal my lesion
Hide my scar
Renew my life
Release me from this prison
Under your iron heart
It has got crushed
Sprouted desire
Lies lifeless
Without fire
My deserted shore
With ebbed sand
Can take no more
My darkened sky
Sans the betraying moon
At night it cries
Take my present
Return my past
Drain my sorrows
Before I exhaust
Heal my lesion
Hide my scar
Renew my life
Release me from this prison
All I know is....
I know not
How to show off
Or to compliment you
With flowery words
But all I know is
I do care
All your sorrows
With you, I’ll share
I know not
How to get your love
Or to ask for what I want
But all I know is
There will always
Be a place
In my heart
Just reserved for you
I know not
If you really
Notice me
Or just ignore
Blinding yourself
All I know is
You will see me
If you look through
Your inner heart
Friday, March 13, 2009
Life - Roller Coaster?
Life a roller coaster ride
Sometimes I am jumpy
Sometimes I am calm
Sometimes I witness
A turbid storm
Sometimes I climb
Difficulties steep
Sometimes I foresee
The waiting descend
I howl as I wait
For the impending fall
I snort as I see
The traversed path
Miles to go
Before I sleep
What I have sown
I shall reap
Just waiting for
The big leap
When the roller coaster
Will glide
Reaching the peak
Daddy's girl
In the rocking cradle alone she cried
In her father’s care, her tears dried
Daddy’s girl, he always on her side
From him there was nothing to hide
Swaying swing, frightened she cried
Assured her, he was her guide
Taught life and showed opportunities wide
She worried not, he was there to abide
Sailing smooth now, says she “enjoying this ride”
Her eyes does speak, she has now lied
Losing him, all nights she cried
Without his care each instant she died
Daddy’s girl, without him
Each instant she died
Monday, March 9, 2009
Broken pieces
Broken pieces of my heart
Scattered feelings drift apart
Rambling over some twaddle thought
What I hoped for I never got
A pallid dot in the crimson hue
Where the path leads, have no clue
The oozing oil will not last
The dreading storm is approaching fast
Past shadows my hopeful present
Devoid of hope, my life is a crescent
Daunted I wail, my cry does fade
Burning in pain, I wait for the shade
Burning in pain, I wait for the shade
Scattered feelings drift apart
Rambling over some twaddle thought
What I hoped for I never got
A pallid dot in the crimson hue
Where the path leads, have no clue
The oozing oil will not last
The dreading storm is approaching fast
Past shadows my hopeful present
Devoid of hope, my life is a crescent
Daunted I wail, my cry does fade
Burning in pain, I wait for the shade
Burning in pain, I wait for the shade
Monday, March 2, 2009
Hilarious experience - 2
“Childhood musings”, pondering over this, I can relate to some memories. One of them goes so…
Our little gang, gang of cousins was gathered at our grand parent’s house for summer vacation. Of course summer vacation used to be so much fun. Now without diverting from my topic, let me come to the point. One day during the vacation some so and so show was scheduled to be telecasted at 11.pm. The program being a horror serial. Despite the warning from our parents, we defended our selves saying “We have grown up now. Please give us a break. We can handle it”. Elders deciding that there was no further use in arguing, left us on our own. All the elders slept in a separate room, leaving us alone for the rendezvous of so called grown up kids.
During the serial each one’s heart was pumping with fear, but no one showed it outside. Each one had a sheepish smile to hide the fear. After the program got over, we all slept with a night lamp on. Suddenly we saw some shadows on the ceiling. The shadows being as big as water melons. We were totally perplexed. We could not imagine what these were. I thought may be I am imagining these things and confirmed with others. No one seemed to know what they were. Suddenly the 3 shadows began to move and circle the ceiling fan. Now we were speechless. We were totally confused as well as feared to move and switch on the tube light to inspect what was wrong. One of them shouted “flying water melons”.
We thought of going to the elders and getting their help, but rejected the idea owing to the nice dosage of advice and scolding that would have been showered by them. Besides no one was ready to move from his/her position. I covered my face with the blanket murmuring prayers, hoping for the sunrise to come soon.
At last when sunrise came, we narrated what had happened to our parents. We said “mom, pa, we had seen flying water melons yesterday night L”. After inspection we found out some dead cockroaches. It had been some flying cockroaches which had given us such fright. All the elders mocked us. Even now when we gather together they make fun of us by asking “Do you still fear watermelons? we mean flying water melons”.
Our little gang, gang of cousins was gathered at our grand parent’s house for summer vacation. Of course summer vacation used to be so much fun. Now without diverting from my topic, let me come to the point. One day during the vacation some so and so show was scheduled to be telecasted at 11.pm. The program being a horror serial. Despite the warning from our parents, we defended our selves saying “We have grown up now. Please give us a break. We can handle it”. Elders deciding that there was no further use in arguing, left us on our own. All the elders slept in a separate room, leaving us alone for the rendezvous of so called grown up kids.
During the serial each one’s heart was pumping with fear, but no one showed it outside. Each one had a sheepish smile to hide the fear. After the program got over, we all slept with a night lamp on. Suddenly we saw some shadows on the ceiling. The shadows being as big as water melons. We were totally perplexed. We could not imagine what these were. I thought may be I am imagining these things and confirmed with others. No one seemed to know what they were. Suddenly the 3 shadows began to move and circle the ceiling fan. Now we were speechless. We were totally confused as well as feared to move and switch on the tube light to inspect what was wrong. One of them shouted “flying water melons”.
We thought of going to the elders and getting their help, but rejected the idea owing to the nice dosage of advice and scolding that would have been showered by them. Besides no one was ready to move from his/her position. I covered my face with the blanket murmuring prayers, hoping for the sunrise to come soon.
At last when sunrise came, we narrated what had happened to our parents. We said “mom, pa, we had seen flying water melons yesterday night L”. After inspection we found out some dead cockroaches. It had been some flying cockroaches which had given us such fright. All the elders mocked us. Even now when we gather together they make fun of us by asking “Do you still fear watermelons? we mean flying water melons”.
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